Thanks Ruku and Roto for posting so far, here's the new id for my livejournal now -

spiritsetfree

This msg will always be up, so don't worry about it disappearing x

Link: The Angel Test written by Nitsuki on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

What is it that attracts people to LJ's these days? Half of my friends list I can't comment on because they've all got some bad shit going on in their lives and a few sentences from me wouldn't make any difference anymore.

All I can do is splurge out random crap. Some sad one liners.

Well what can I do? What can I write about? What do people want to hear from me?

Darkbeat, Shin, all the others who have serious entries a lot of the time - what good would me commenting do?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIN

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
Solace had been long a crossroads for for travelers. They came north (Dragonlance Chronicles)

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what do you touch first?
A plastic bag

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Sister Act 2

4: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
18.20pm

5: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV

6: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
my mother walking to the kitchen

7: What are you wearing?
Winnie the pooh pyjamas

8: Did you dream last night?
Yes, it was a fucking hilarious dream too

9: When did you last laugh?
A couple of minutes ago, when my mum thought id done something with her slippers XD

10: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Main wall: 2 orlando bloom posters, with Johnny depp in the middle. Underneath Johnny are some message cards, and a tv front cover of johnny depp. above my bed: Sephiroth wallscroll, a tiger and dragon wallscroll. Above my pc: Buddha head in case, certificates in glass, pictures, a sticker XD.Wall near cupboards: 2 anime posters, Legolas. Near my tv: a mirror.

11: Seen anything weird lately?
Not really

12: What is the last film you saw?
Sister Act 2

13: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Nothing, yet, I would share my money with my family. If I did have money, hmm, first thing to buy? More Yugioh card folders XD Im sick of the fucking boxes.

14: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I have 3 niiplez.

15: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Get rid of world poverty

16: Do you like to dance?
no

17: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Iunno

18: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Alexander

19: Would you ever consider living abroad?
YES! Come on Japan!

20: If you travel outside your country, what countries did you already visit? If not, where do you like to visit?
Visited: France, Spain, Turkey. Would like to visit: Australia, Japan

I am going to block you Sonique on MSN for the rest of the week, and LJ. However, I may change my mind - who knows?

I need some time to think. You know what this is about.

Tuesday: Last tae kwon do lesson. Played games, it was fun, but I really hurt my toe. Been limping around all day. Mum thinks I have a hairline fracture D:

Wednesday: Bought a new game, you plug this controller into the tv, and it works when you go on AV. wasnt in colour on tv.

Thursday: Got an adaptor for my game, now works in colour =D

hahaha, thats it so far. well, what i can remember.
Merry xmas and stuff. cya. xx

If ur a friend and u wanna add me, then add me. k? Good.

I'm done here for now.

It's sooo collllllllllllllllllddddddddd.

It was quite busy on Saturday in Tae kwon do. Had a couple of those latvian guys down.

Alex and Marie and Thomas came too - they dont come too often. Alex is cool :3

He always joked about with someone before they went to do the hook punch off the front hand, into a spinning backfist, into a
crescent and then a reverse. :3 ( saying all that makes me feel intelligent ).

whenever i didnt shout at the end of my go, he'd always tell me to go for it, give a really big shout XD

and when i did, he kept saying excellent, he was really making people go for it :D

Went to Archeron in the afternoon. there was a mini magic the gathering tournament going on, but i did manage to have a couple of yugi duels :3

ummm....as for today...went to the gym, met my grandad, went to nannas, came home..and um...yeah, thats my weekend. gay ass college tomorrow again..

:3 <---- I love using that, it's cute.

I'm planning to go to Archeron tomorrow. Umm...yeah, after I've been to Tae Kwon Do in the morning.

That's it really. =/

Gonna try and figure out some coding I can try and practise out next week. Get the basic buttons working at least.

Gonna talk to James tonight if he does come online at 9pm :3

Eh...what else?

Oooh, on the 3rd of December, Im going to the Christmas meal with a huge group of people from Tae Kwon Do. Should be fun. Up until we start eating X-mas junk at home, I'm gonna eat better and do my best at exercise and tae kwon do so i can look half decent, and wear something nice. Hopefully i shud lose my weight.

:3

But when it gets to x-mas....good god... =( that'll be a challenge xx

eh...im bored. >.>

I AM WORTHLESS, I HATE UNI, I HATE HALF THE PEOPLE THERE, I HATE MYSELF, MY LOOKS - IF YOU WANNA BE WITH SOMEONE, THEY HAVE TO FANCY YOU AS WELL AS LIKE YOUR PERSONALITY!!1111

I'M NOT FUCKING STUPID, I KNOW HOW IT ALL WORKS. IF SOMEONE DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY LOOKS, THEN WHY HAVEN'T I HAD A DATE WITH ANYONE?

SO WHAT IF IM ONLY 19. WHY DOESN'T A GUY TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL?! WHY?! I'LL TELL YOU WHY - BECAUSE IM A DOG.

WOOOF WOOOF! /SARCASM.

PPPPFFT.

I give up. I hate everything, my art, heck, even my writing now. So go fucking rant back at me.

I hate looking in the mirror, the fat just dropping off me.

I did so well, losing all that weight...and now its piling back on. Lovely.

fucking girlfriend material arnet i? people still take the piss out of me today for things. silly things.

I so want to make bullies cry. hit myself. go do it lisa.

After my IT lesson, poor me and Sebnem ( The Cyprus student ) walked up to a bus stop which actually had a shelter, and only had to wait a minute or so for the bus.

Took agggggeeeeeeees to get home, but I managed to get inside my nice warm house, have some dinner and come online.

Gonna play some FFX later, then come online in about...5 hrs or so? lol

Yup, that's gonna be my day for today XD

Thanks to meh bitch Sierra, I've managed to make my LJ look attractive. Hehehe isn't Daisuke cute? ^^

Woah. We've got a couple of weirdo Catholics living near us. The kids have just come home from school, and despite the parents car being home, they had to unlock the door, and then close it again after they came in!

Fuck, they're so quiet, I wonder if they have any friends. Well, I think they do, but, the kids don't rarely go out.

I just see them come home from school =/

Meh...the only good thing about college is the maths lessons. Astrophysics actually makes me go to sleep.

I know now though in maths how to work a log question when it asks you to evaluate - i always screwed up on those in exams. -.-

At least I get to have a lie-in tomorrow. Got Tae kwon do to look forward to. At least I've got some good friends in there.

Unlike college....

Craig and John are fine, it's just the others are: too grown up, obsessed with sex and drinking and homework.

I wouldnt mind if my only friend at that college was the ugliest person there, as long as they actually liked ff as much as i did. liked anime like i did.

But no. I hate it. Uni sucks.

Yup, to do with Programming Languages.

Just about finished looking through the C book, next I have to have a quick look through the Modula 2 book, C++, Haskell,Java,C#.

Think I need to research Machine Codes, Assembly Languages and "High Level" Languages too. We've not been told to look through every single book/resource for each programming language, we've just had to pick a couple from each decade.

So far I've picked:

1950's: Fortran ( only one there )

1960's: Algol 60, Simula 67, APL

1970's: C, Modula 2

1980's: C++, Haskell

1990's: Java

2000's: C# ( only one there also )

It's about 12.55pm at the moment, I reckon I could get all my notes down before 2pm if I stop getting distracted. Takes 10 mins at the most to make rough notes.

After that, might stay online for a bit, talk to some friends/post on forums.

OOOoooh, Isn't FFX wondeful? I actually like most of the characters, including Yuna and Tidus! :D

Just got up to the Djose Highroad, just before the battle with Chocobo Eater. Best get on with my work, seeya guys later.

Started the week at Uni. Day was pretty boring D:

Saw John and Craig tho - Craig is really worried about his work :(

I got myself a Japanese dictionary ^-^ £7.99

Been colouring things in, done some pictures, one of kyo, and a group one of me, loz and alex ( lozjr),and im drawing a sephy one for siren.

gonna finish off followers part 4 tonight. might start part 2 of patricia.

seeya later my loves xx

Ah, we had a couple of more gradings on Saturday, Zack and Daniel were going for the orange on white belts, they only had to do a couple of things.

Emma took us, and I got to speak to a crush of mine ^^;; James!

He's 16/17, very very tall, and he's a black on red belt. Goes to my old college :o And for Maths, he has my old teacher teaching him xD

Ja, spent a lot of time playing Zelda: Four Swords Adventures for the G-Cube.

:D Sooo good ^^

Watched AC for a second time. I love Loz soo much!

You know, this whole LTD is pissing me off. Why don't people actually fucking listen to me in there?

They are obviously not listening to me, god how i wish I could really give them what for, but why waste my breath?

I'm still kinda deaf in one ear, and now it's going sore so fucking yey.

If I don't get it sorted out soon, I'm gonna go mad.

I graded last night in my Tae Kwon Do, I'm a Yellow belt now, 8th kup. Wasn't as nervous as I was last time lol.

In fact, everyone who was grading did grade that night.

I might go and comment on mrs.sephiroth's and Okis journals later.